Decluttering and Realization

For weeks now, I have been reading about how to de-clutter and organize my home. 
I just want to live with less clutter hiding in every corner of my house. 


First up was my closet, yes my unorganized closet - not that I have tons of clothes! It took me two days to clean it up. It was so hard to let go of my favorite things. And of course I was living in denial. I kept thinking I am still a 0-1. One day I went to Kohl's and found really great deals. I love to wear short shorts even when I have cents and dimes (scars) in my legs. I just feel comfortable in them so who cares what others think right? So yeah,without even trying to put them on,  I bought 4 shorts and  2 tank tops - to mix and match later on. To my surprise, I can't even fit in them! I took the measuring tape, put it around my waste and 30 shows! Imagine how horrifying it was for me to have 24-26 waistline. Well I am only 5ft tall so I am concern - of course I don't want to look like a cut off hotdog! To my defense, I am not vain, it's just that I am not used into a body like I have now.  Reality hits me hard - it's time to let go of my flirty little skirts, short-shorts, my nice fitting tops  - aaahhh my wardrobe in general. IT was a wake up call for me! 


As I think about it, my closet is just like my life - there's a lot of stuff I don't need but I just keep stacking them in a pile. All the good ones are under the heap so what I end up seeing are junks. Even with all the rubbish, it is hard to decide which ones to throw or keep because each has a story.... but I have to do so in order to put my closet -and my life- in an organized manner!


There are times when we want to hold on the good ones. There are people we  badly want in our lives . Truth is when we grow as a person, our idea of fun or interests change and that is how we grow apart from people we care  about. No matter how we try to work it out, the closeness that once was there is gone. No matter how we force to "fit" in, it just will not. At a time like this, as hurtful as it is, we have no other choice but to let it go.

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